Insane-Contrast

The things that come to my mind.  One of the first things is, I wish I was taller!

Random Events
Blasting loud music at 3.15 AM
I was tired, on my upstairs computer, typing away at something, listening to some music with headphones attached to the computer, then I fell asleep without noticing and the headphones came out of the computer...waking me up instantly and my parents.  They talked for a few minutes and then went silent again.  I blasted Inactive Messiah - All Your Dreams.  Could have been worse.

College Peers Scared
Here is a collection of things people have told me at college.
'Freak'  'Mad One'  ' Psycho'  'SS Officer'  'Weirdo'
Nice.

Funny Sleep Paralysis Episode
I was sleeping, I woke up in sleep paralysis, couldn't move anything, apart from my eyes.  I heard a terrifying noise, getting closer and closer.  This had never happened in my sleep paralysis before.  It was as if it were coming up the stairs.  After I broke out of my paralysis, I opened my door, and found my dad hoovering the floor!

Printer Jam at work
My 'boss' was printing something off and the paper didn't come fully out, it jammed half-way.  He grabbed the paper and pulled on it, then I came over, turned the printer off, opened the front, took the paper out and after that, the printer seemed to work fine.

Sleep Paralysis Under My Control
This used to be a bit scary for me, but since it happens every night now, I've gotten used to it.  I find it to be interesting.  Any outside sound is heard differently.  I've had some out-of-body experiences.  I've seen 'shadow' creatures.


Other than that, how is everyone?  Yes I still play Super Smash Bros Brawl and Melee.
Metaknight is the best in brawl!

I'm 18 now!!!!  Holy heck!!!!!

I never thought once, during the whole time I was on DA, that I would be writing these words.  It does NOT pain me to write them either, I'm doing this for the best of my mental health.  Curse the name I picked for the internet, it's so stupid because I actually found out that loads of people have it.

I'm leaving DA, I'll leave my account as it is, because I suck at tidying up a mess...no it's because I might be active on the forums from time to time because they can be quite fun...but only for short periods.

I have no time for drawing or writing, I'm going to spend all my free time on the game of life.

Also when I was active on this site, it caused me more problems than it solved.  I know it is not the fault of whoever made DA, but it is the fault of some very stupid people and me!

Perhaps when I grow up and am able to laugh at myself, I could return here from time to time in short bursts.

You can be sure I'll do my best to hang on in life, if I was dead, my best friend would miss me...

All I can leave you with is my theory on life that I came up with last year.  This is the revised version, fare well everyone on the journey of life.

Indeed the game of life, is one that cannot be won. It's like playing a game of tetris - you can't win, never ever.  It is impossible.  Don't even think about it.  Even the richest person on the planet could be killed any day by sometime.  You never know what problem is going to happen next.  You see, these problems are like the blocks in the life game of tetris.  If you lose your calm, they will fill up quickly and you will be defeated and get those horrible suicide feelings.  But if you fix the problems before they progress, you can clear your path and begin living again.  Life is a beautiful struggle it seems.

This is my life and so it's my game. There are no cheats or passwords. It's the most difficult game in the world - you only get one life! (maybe)